i have super sudden craving for mac breakfast!!
omg but i'm sickk..boohooo

i'm at home today.
on mc, u can till which extend i'm sick till.
lol.

i screwed up the presentation today.
damn.
it was embarassing can, when i was tongue tied on stage and got stuck about what to say next as my mind is totally blank. gosh.
i had to console myself tt talking to an audience of 1,200 will cause stage fright to not only me but everyone else.
& yes i did the powerpoint slides but
NO i did not do the video.
so it isnt like deliberate tt my face appeared most of the time.
i'm not narcissist okay...



anw, i tink i'm so blessed with many great friends arnd me. thanks rene n meiluan for helping me 'chope' place for the subject selection. so touched u all remembered to place my name down.

and so so thankyou to duh for helping me analyze all the pros n cons of taking/dropping subjects rationally, pointing out on what i shld concentrate on, helping me ask the lecturer about my progression when i'm like on the way home frm sch already and most importantly, helping me make the decisions that will onli benefit me. seriously, thanks alot, for being around. ( though i noe ur hair will prob stand if u get to read this) haha.

feel like taking a stroll down the beach..

oh..i wana update but kinda stuck about what to blog about.
i'm glad i stayed home today instead of gg teaching. ya its kinda exhausting to work 6 full days a week.

i'm turning year 3 tml. yes finally a senior.

but i have a presentation to make tml *sulks* in front of the whole school about our trip to china. public speaking for real. hope everything goes well.

hang out with quarter of the clique last nite. realli interesting talking about things tt happened, tt are happening , tt will/might happen. the little things that occur in life, changes and all. appreciating the present.

& i dreamt about fried mushrooms. i dunnoe why. mayb i need to eat some soon.

i miss gg to the theatres. there are so many movies tt i've missed and missing. last movie was leap years.

ohwell...

its time for some updates!

we had an office-warming cum bbq session on last wednesday nite.
quite fun even though the pit is so so small, but its interesting sitting arnd listening to the adults talk about different issues. it was a little awkward in the beginning cos almost everyone brought their partners, making up half the people who attended the bbq. meaning i din not half of them. but eventually i just stuck with a colleague whose partner is overseas. haha

i guess i'm realli like a small lil sis to them. they realli took care of me.haha.

work is still the same as usual, i wana emphasize here on how fortunate i am. currently working on a pitch for a shopping mall's new area launch.

hopefully when the time table comes out next week i can get an empty block, or a block with less impt subjs so i can drop it and extend my sip. HOPEFULLY.

it's cchs' bazaar by the lake today. unexpectedly crowded. but the feeling of stepping in the sch is great. like gg into the time machine back into the past, the sec2 time when we had our bazaar. & its interesting meeting familiar faces along the way.

it's been exhausting weeks recently, other than working on weekdays for sip, i also hafta teach on sundays, leaving me with only saturday to recharge and rest. considering the fact that i always knock out everynite soon after dinner, i dun haf much time for myself. but i pampered myself by going for some retail therapy. i bot a new vest which i so love it and a patch-work tube. hahaha

& damn. the stupid sch presentation is so soon. the entire cohort will be there. i hope everyting goes well.
i havent even finish the slides!

i got back my results today.
i thought it was some april fools joke when i heard that they were out, seriously.
coincidentally my phone was flat so i didn't get to receive any sms at that very moment.

but honestly, i'm not very happy though
with my results.
but i'm thankful that there are no de-provements, which is good
just stagnant
no improvements as well, which is not very good.
oh well, i'll hafta work harder.

on a lighter note,
i'm really enjoying my sip.
get to handle tasks that professionals do.
with very approachable professionals around me.
for that, i'm extremely thankful

there will be a company movie night on thursday!
so cool right. haha