The Day You Went Away
M2M

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much
I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

couldnt hold it ani longer

finali broke down in the dark

why ish life so unfair

why do things haf to turn out dis wae

why cant i turn back time

why is there a rule tt saes treat ppl the wae u wan to b treated

why cant i belong sumwhere

why do u haf to go

leaving mi in the dark walking all alonee

why?

why cant tings b the same animore

why do things haf to change

why do ppl haf to change

why cant the pain jus go away

why do i haf to walk alonee??

http://www.showgood.tv/tv_new/detail.php?fid=91

check dis out..thou its abit late..budd quite inspirational..

was trying veh hard to study..budd sumhow..jus couldn't concentrate..

why?

[ still carn accept the fact tt i'm walking alonee_____. i'm sorriee.]

well..yestdae's western valentines dae..2dae according to dunnoe hu is jap's valentines dae..den nxt wk on the 23rd ish chinese vdae..lolx..aniwaes its more of a frendship n family dae bahh..sadd..last vdae spent in cchms lerr..carn gt to c tt kinda so 'lovey' situation in the canteen nxt yr le bahh..balloons, presents, didications..blahh..gona miss it..

mom's great.
she bot mi a bouquet of choc..a hangbag n a 'lovey' mugg..thans mom..luvya
*muacks*

bro's great too.
he helped mi while i was struggling in the middle of the nite to bake the cookies for my fellow klassmates..bot him his fav lollipop 4 vdae pressie..can c he luv it lots

dad's even greater.
brought our whole family out for dinner last nite..bot a special vdae cake 4 mom...n more lollipops for bro..like dis kinda family bonding..luv ya all ^-^

by right shld b doin my ae essay now de..gt bian out of klass yestd cos din do..lol..fers time in my life..aniwaes i did the starting actualli..den was like stuck n den no time to finish..now oso stuck..dunnoe wadd to write lerr..
wonder if dey put mi in the wrong bandd lo..my el sux..den dunno y end up in dis band..dotx..now dun even noe how to write..sian..

oh yes..dis goes to evrione one out there readin dis..well..pardon mi if i happen to offend u all in aniwae..if i happen to b self centered n demanding, inconsiderate or wadsoeva...dun gt surprised lahh..instead..gt used to it..i'm changing...ya..eye contacts tells alot though..can diao all u all like til ur eyes dropp or wadsoeva i dun care...dun reali care animore le...if u all dun like my attitude its not my problem..its ur own..cos i din ask u all to like it aniwae...blahh...

cheers to 4dl debate team..congrets to best speaker..

[locked up all my feelings in a bottle. locked up all my wishes. locked up all my blessings. owner has the key. till den i walk alonee_____.]

haven reali been blogging for long lerr..
my new year resolution:
1. lead a simple and peaceful life
2. enjoy my last year in cchs
3. love myself even when noone does
4. work hard, work hard and work hard
5. ENDURE!!!
6. all the best to all taking o's



[My shadows the only one that walks beside mi . My shallow hearts the only one that's beating . Sumtimes I wish someone out there will find mi . Till den I walk alone________.]

Addicted

I heard you're doing ok
But I want you to know
im a dick-
im addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care

When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
im addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
Im addicted to you
Now it's over
can't forget what you said
and I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
still a dick-
Im addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
im addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
Im addicted to you
Now it's over
can't forget what you said
and I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker... heartbreaker...

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that
im addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
Im addicted to you
I'm trying to forget that
im addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
Im addicted to you
Now it's over
can't forget what you said
and I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker... heartbreaker..
im addicted to you...

heartbreaker...
im addicted to you...

heartbreaker...
im addicted to you...
heartbreaker...
im addicted to you...
heartbreaker...