it's for memories

the times i remember

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

[sAy iT iSn'T sO]

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Chorus:
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
as I wish I'd never found you
Wohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Chorus

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

Chorus

Sunday, March 28, 2004

life sux.when will it end?

Sunday, March 21, 2004

sch reopening lerx...dread it...*sigh* evriting comes bk..tests n exams...oh gosh...can feel the stress liaox...tues lesson till 4pm...dotx...midyr comin..*sigh*




cute ehx? heex...

Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy [tAtA yOuNg]

Chorus
I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy
Just like all of my thoughts they always get a bit naughty
When I'm out with my girls I always play a bit bitchy
Can't change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me


I'm the kind of girl that girls don't like
I'm the kind that boys fantasize
I'm the kind that your momma and your daddy were afraid you'd turn out to be like
I may seem unapproachable but that's only to the boys who don't have the
Right a approach or ride that makes a girl like me wanna hop in and roll

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

(Chorus)

My mouth never takes a holiday
I always shock with the things I say
I was always the kid in school who turned up to each class bout an hour late and when it came to the guys I'd lay, I'd always pick the ones who wont figure out that I am clearly a rebel to the idea of monogamy

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

(Chorus)

Sexy... naughty... bitchy...me

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

(Chorus)

I like all of my shorts to be a little too shortly
Unlike all of my guys I like them tall with money
I love all of my nights to end a little bit nasty
Can't change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me

I pick my skirts to be sexy
Just like my thoughts a bit naughty
When I’m out with my girls ...bitchy
Can't change I am
Sexy naughty bitchy me



Saturday, March 20, 2004

woa...heex...jus now went holland v!!hahx...finally got to go there 4 a walk...woa...love tt place lorx...the restaurants all vv nice de...all so gt qing diao...its like in the open space..den in the dark gt candles n vv dim orange lights with soft music....woa..romantic sia...hehex....den went eat fish bluff beehoon...the famous one...gt XO de..woa...the XO vv strong...but still quite nice larx...
yest went bugis wif xy..saw sho many nice tings wana buy...but no money..*sigh* walked pass goldheart..den in the shop dey hang floating silver heart n star shaped balloons lehx...sho nice lo...den i keep pestering xy 2 go get one 4 mi...=p hahax...but of cos din larx...hahx...mm...tink gona list out the tings i wana buy ler...but tink will take a long time 4 mi 2 strike them off...hahx..

dis holidae...i dun even tink it is one...rather 2 haf sch..at least not sho busy lorx..but not bad larx..can slp..=P..though dun realli haf time 2 go to the moviex...loaded wif sho much work lorx...

holidae hw n stuff 2 do:

phy:
-self study TB chpt 13,1,2,3
-complete all qns of chpt 13,1 n 2

chem:
-110 chem equations
-revision..(half done)

bio:
-revision chpt 6(quarter done)

chi:
- du bao
- zuo ye
- compo [wo zhu jian liao jie le ni]
-compo [tt boy suicide]
- tuition hw
-study mo xie 4 gong han

eL:
-compre
- tuition compo n 10 yr series

amath:
-10 yr series
pg 4 qn 4-12
pg 12 qnn 31-36 (do till pek cek)

emath:
-remeadial ws (half done)
-ws x2 (half done)

egeog:
-ws

-interklass banner comp. lake odyssey




hahz...recenlty read a story on the net...find it sho nice...but too bad here cannot display chi words...di noe how 2 translate into el..haha...sho typed in han yu pin yin...heex...bet u all will read till vv confused =P...take ur time...


ta(s) xiang qi le ta(s) he ta(h) de gu shi... ...

yuan ben ta(s) he ta(h) shi liang ge shi jie de ren...ta(h) mei you ju yi dao ta(s)...ta(s) ye bu zhi dao ta(h) de cun zai...zhi dao you yi ci...ye xu shi tong guo peng you ba...ta(h) fa xian le ta(s)...ai shang le ta(s)...

zai ta(s) de shi jie...cong lai bu zhi shen me shi ai...hou xu ta(s) ren wei xi huan jiu shi ai...ye bu zhi bei ai de gan jue shi zhen yang de...ta(s) yi zhi yi lai duo ren wei ai shi tian mi de...kai xin de...xiang xin bei ai de gan jue shi xin fu de...dan chun de ta(s) hen xi wang hui you ge ren hao hao de ai zi ji... ...
ta(s) cheng jing ai gou yi ge ren...hou xu shi xi huan...ta(s) ye bu zhi dao...dan ta(s) cong lai mei gao shu guo ta(h)...ying wei ta(s) hai pa...hai pa ta men zhi jian de you yi hui ying ci er shu yuan...cong kai xue de di yi tian....ta(s) tian tian duo kai kai xin xin de shang xue...xi wang de shi neng gou kan jian ta(h)...he ta(h) shuo sheng ' hi '...tian tian huai dao jia ba na tian he ta(h) shuo gou de hua...hou ta men liang suo fa sheng guo de shi duo xie ler xia lai...ying wei ta(s) zi ji de ji yi bu hao...xuo yi...bu xi wang wang ji zi ji hao xi huan hao xi huan de yi ge ren...
ta(s) cong lai bu gan gen ren he ren shou..ye bu gan gen ta(h) shuo...ying wei...ta(s) zhi dao ta(h) yi jing you ler zi ji de gong ju...ta men hen xiang ai...tian tian mi mi de yi ge ai qing gu shi...rang ta(s) yi zhi hen xian mu... ...
dan ai de gan jue bing bu hao shuo...xuo yi...ta(s) cang shi wang le ta(h)...ba ta(h) dang pen you kan dai... ...

zhi dao huo lai...ta(s) ren shi le ta(h)... ...ta(s) zhi dao ta(h) hen xi huan ta(s)..ai shang ta(s)...ta(s) bei ta(h) de cheng yi gan dong le...er ta men zi ji den yi ge xiao xiao ai qing gu shi kai shi ler... ...
ta(s) gan jue dao ai the xin fu...bei ai de gan jue shi ru ci de hao...ta men tian tian fang xue huo yi qi hui jia...zai jia li ye yi zhi tong dian hua...ta(h) gei ta(s) guo xu duo dong xi...er ta(s) ye you shi huo qing zi dong shuo zhuo xie dong xi song gei ta(h)...ta men cong lai mei you cao guo jia...zai mei ge ren de yan zong shi ge xin fu de yi dui... ...dan you yi tian...ta(s) lei le...ta(s) he ta(h) ti chu le fen shuo...shen me yuan ying...ta(s) ye mei jiao dai qing chu...jiu zhe yang li qu le...ta(h) hao shang xin hao shang xin...hao hen ta(s) wei shen me bu gao er bie... ...

ta(s) ye bu zhi dao wei he shou de chu fen shuo...hou xu shi ta(s) hai wang bu liao zi ji de na ge hao peng you...dan ta(s) zhi dao...zi ji shang hai le ta(h) hao duo hao duo... ...
zai xue xiao...ta(s) bi kai ta(h)...bu shi ying wei shen me...er shi bu gan qu mian dui yi ge zi ji shang hai guo de ren...jiu yi zhi zhe yang guo qu le yi duan re zi...ta(s) yi zhi ba zi ji mang mu zai gong ke shang...bu gan zai pong ai qing...ye mei you ti qi ta(h)... ...
dan you yi tian...ta(s) tu ran xiang qi le ta men na duan mei hao de hui yi... ...bi qi qi ta de ai qing gu shi...ta(s) fa jue ta men de shi yi ge hen mei hao hen xin fu de yi ge... ...

- the end -

hahz..understand ntx..?

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

sobx..life...y is it liddat? y? jus a simple sentence is enuf to hurt mi...tt much..enuf to 2 all my tears come out..'did u study?' how can he eva ask tt....i've sacrificed enuf. almost evryting in my life...i din use much of the net. the telephone is always quiet. tv oso din reali watch. n i onli sms once in a while...n she actualli saed i spend most of my time smsing..i carn understand...not at all...guides too...i gave up alot alot...but will dey eva noe? i actualli wanted 2 take part in pga alot...but tink of the tings tt she will sae...i jus haf 2 slash off evryting...n act like i tink its realli a waste of time... ...wad else can i do? n i hate it when i cry at home...cos nobody will b here...noone...understand no frens will b here of cos... ...but u get wad i wana sae? no frens here means nobody else in my hse 2 offer mi a tissue...noone else...but wad can i do...jus to accept wad i haf in my life...luckie i haf my frens ova the net to pei mi...thanx alot my dearie frens...

Sunday, March 14, 2004

talentime bedazZaled can sae it rox...hahx...but jus tt i tink shld open to the whole sch instead of jus limiting the seats lo...cos its suppose 2 b a sch event de mar...liddat more ppl can watch...hahx...woa..tt sec4 guy sing so supa nice lox...mi ren siax...hahx...bk oso....but dunnoe y the judges liddat...aniwaex...it was realli nice...den de ncc dance vv nice lo...though its like karate steps...high block punch punch..den turning kicks..blah..hahx...aft tt mi,nori,mw,prisc,bk,xy n aaron went bn there sit n chat chat...den we were like writing rp names on the board...i drew happie fam as usual...mis rp noex...alot alot...

love is... when you've had a huge fight but then decide to put aside
Chance or Choice

When we meet the right person to love, when we're at the right place at the right time, that's chance. When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance. Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also a chance.

The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level? That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling. If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. That's choice.

When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice. Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice. Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A choice that we make.


Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this: Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen. I do believe that soul mates do exist. That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not. We may meet our soul mates by chance, but loving and staying with our soul mate is still a choice we have to make.

We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love...BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly..

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said..no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever..and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry? and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... Your not pretty, your beautiful, i dont want to be with you forever, i NEED to be with you forever, and i wouldnt cry if you walked away...i'd die...

bdae characteristics 31 may-lionIf you are a Lion: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....



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*sigh*

*shakes head*

aiyo...dis ct is a killer man...not did alot of ppl killed...lots got injured lox...*lame* -_-"
aniwae...failled humans like siao lo...overalls like onli get 1/4 of it....*sigh* no choice lo...jus to work harder...n i hope i will...*roll eyex*

finally took off my braces ler...hahx..but feel a bit weird...cos its like i've been wearin it 4 2 to 3 yrs liaox....den i tink oso look a bit weird lo...but g cube sae looks okae..

2dae phy test quite ok..no feelin 4 tests as usual...but dun haf confi...scared will fail...aft sch was packin my bag...den turned round sae joce qurrellin wif her u-noe-hu...scare mi sia...realli scary...din noe wad 2 do lo...onli 2 offer her tissue...din noe much bout them so dunnoe wad 2 console...jus quitely sat there...luckily lata okae ler...den pei her go kfc eat....den there was dis lil gal sitting beside us...at fers she crawled towards mi den i tot she wana get down frm there...budden she sat down jus beside mi den look at mi...hahx..lolx...so cute...aft tt went starbucks cos huiying got voucher..hahx..ate royal choco n american cheese cake...ice mocha n ice choco...heex...nice...aft tt chat chat den walk walk...

condolences.
i feel realli sad 4 tt boy who commited suicide...n his girlfriend too...*sigh* its realli sad lo...jus now watched the tv prog on it n read the news...dunnoe wad 2 sae lo...jus feelin sad...but i tink its the prob wif tchers nowadays bax...cos its like now teens r vv sensitive lo...sae onli sth den will hurt them alot..n brg is realli common btw teens nowadays...wad is the tcher makin the fuss bout?..sigh...


Saturday, March 06, 2004

Charlie Brown
You are Charlie Brown!


Which Peanuts Character are You?
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- DoN't qUiT -

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is strange, it will twist and turn,
As all of us will someday learn.
And many a person turns about,
When they might have won, had they stuck it out.

Don't give up, though the pace seems slow.
You may succeed with another blow.
Often strugglers have given up,
When you might have captured the victor's cup,
And you learned too late when the night came down,
How close you were to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the cloud of doubt.
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit!


tHeRe'S nO wAe oUt
well well...hahax..2dae vv sian...mus do hw..den gota study chem n phy...still got art piece haven complete ytx..aiyx...hope there'll b enuf time 4 mi 2 study lorx...mm..haf a feelin tt i like not so commited 2 guides liaox...*sigh* dunnoe y oso lehx...now evrytime got tings bout guides de oso din realli wana join..dropped syf drilling...alreadi gve up lotsa tings in guides lox..tink is cos my mum keep nagging n naggin..saeing i spend too much time on guides ba..den as time pass by...got influenced...*sigh sigh*

the sch vv pro lo...wan banners 4 tt esplanade ting den put it as a compi...they noe we sure compete here n there den do vv nice...summore dun gif buget..so waste money n time lo...but no choice...gota join...

yest went sakae wif joce, huiying, chiat yin, lesi n zaylene...hahax..sho fun...ate alot lo...den we were like there frm like 3 to 5 liddat...lolx...gossip arnd..tell lame jokes...play scissors paper stone...hahx..den the one who got beaten gota eat wasabi..lolx...i was the fers one kana...but the wasabi its still quite okae larx...take like tt kinda green pea tibit...tt chiat yin dunnoe y sae i look like tt mao duo lo...den evry mao duo tt pass by dey'll sae my name...the mao duo gt alot lo...den i sae cos its popular...but keep rotating arnd...den joce sae its cos nobody wan...lolx...

haix.

u will hate urself.

hurting ppl arnd u without realisation.

not onli one.

so tt's the prob.

but its not ur fault.

isit?

or it is?

sumtimes u wana b normal n a gd person.

but in de end turns out tt u r the bad one.

sorie tt u hurt them all.

but please dun tink tt was eazy.

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

haha...sooooo happie..tokin 2 von on fone now!! hahx...so long nvr tok 2 her lerx...hehx...2 dae went home earlier 2 teach bro sci..cos his ca nt ova ytx...hahx..tired sia...tt mr khoo...pro sia...let us plae captain's ball den disappear lerz..hahx...but vv fun lehx...hehx..for 3 wks we played captain's ball..haha..draw twice den dis wk our grp won..hehx...woa..2dae saw cr ppl all ike vv sad de..dey got bk their amath results den lyke..haix...hahx.. tml getting blue belt lerx...hehx..chso happie..cos las wk gradin den got double promo!!hahx..finally....yeax..fri goin sakae wif joce,chiat yin n hy..hehex...gona b fun..

hehex..my blog music nice?hahx..ta hai shi bu dong..s.h.e's newc album..i stuck on to dis song lerx...

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

Water Goddess
Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are
usually content with life.


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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hey hey ppl..oso been ages since i blog ler..hahx...been so busy wif tests n common tests n other stuff...well...to sae..sec 3 life sux...totally sux...not as nice as i tot...i tot tt it'll mayb b lil slacker...cos its like sec 1 n 3 slack den sec 2 n 4 pia marx...but turns out tt i'm wrong lox...lots of probs n troublex...not onli studies...so stressed..frens n stuff liddat..*sigh* but wad 2 do....there's nothing tt can b done lo...jus hope tt evrydae laugh can ler larx..haix..wana blog oso nth 2 blog liaox...end here bax..

jin nian shi yu ji...xuo yi shui fen te bie duo..dai biao..lei shui te bie duo..