dun feel like slping yet..
not many ppl's online to chat wif..
so i decided to take a look at my blogg archives..
n the memories flooded my mind..

those times back in secondary sch
having to wake up even b4 the sky's lighted
reaching class an stoning at my table until bell rings
all those wonderful valentines we all shared in sch exchanging presents and balloons
the times guides won total defence cheer comps
the deco comps which brought us tgt
the times i hated myself, tortured myself
the times i rebelled and went to pierce my ear
the times i hid under my blanket and cried
the times i cried all alone in my bed
the times my friends were always beside mi when tings goes wrong
when there a change in ur life..ppl coming in n leaving
when my efforts foe my results din pay off
my parents being disappointed wif mi
going home aft sch on my own n the tears fell
n how much i miss 2rp dearly
those times tt i reali felt like ending my life
n how i struggled to live on
how i tot something's seriously wrong wif mi
knowing that many ppl still care
looking forward to sch events to destress
the times we screamed for joy when we won competitions
during april fool's day we managed to trick the teachers by switching classes wif others
haha..n the SERDS WAVE we did for our amaths tcher
flabby n inez were created
how i mugged n mugged wif xy in the library
how happy i was for the fers rp gathering
the little n big surprises i had for my birthday years after years frm my lovely group of frens
i watched windstruck wif my cussie n we cried like crazy
the times i exchanged lil postcards n messages n letters wif my best frens
how much i was obsessed wif PINK
how we get used to failing our ss
the times we helped out at karate comps
oh! n yam abacus! i missed those tt my aunt makes
and all those exam debriefs tt makes u worry cos they dun giv u back the paper until they finish goin thru
how i failed my triple sciences back in sec 3 which struck mi real badd
n the times when kors n dis are very trendy
n tt big big floating balloon gcube gave mi 4 my bdae
how much i hope i could fly
n how much we gossiped about the non-existing stanley (inside joke..haha)
how i managed to pull myself tgt n live on life
n racial harmony day! we went around looking for costumes..feeling so excited
times when i was having crush on sum guy in sch
how the clique committee was formed
how we threw n passed messages in class
passed tibits and eating them right in front of the tchers
how we make fun of new teachers by changing our nametags
n how hy's hair looks like helmet!haha
how how much i will scream when i see fireworks
we placed orders for recess so tt sumone can buy back to class 4 us while we copy homework
how the common tests we all cramped tgt
n the questions for chinese test leaked like crazy
the celebrations in sch when we can wear civi clothes
n how mi n xy took the trains up n down jus to kill time
n the crazy campfire times..
how much we practiced for dance
the joy when we won zzjsj
how much i wished i could jus vanish frm dis world
how painful i felt
n how long it took for the wounds to heal
tt time mi n von saw a shooting star( i'm still not sure if its real)
how i listed the tings tt i wanted for christmas
how i saed life sux in 04 n hoped it jus sux a lil lesser in 05
how i came out a survival guide for loners
n the sunflowers the clique girls gave mi jus to cheer mi up


loads n loads more to go..haha
sumtimes u gta stop n look back in life..n u will realise how much u haf grown..n also how much u miss those days..i reali miss the days back in secondary sch time..now i noe wadd i wan for christmas..


dear santa,
my wish dis year is simple. i jus want a time machine so i can take a trip back to those wonderful past. jus a trip back..i wana return to the present..cos i enjoy my life right now..i have almost everyting i wanted..n i look forward to the future tt's in front of mi..a bright future.

i just love the stars at night..i reali love the stars..they are so beautiful..shining brightly by their own..it comforts mi..brings my joy..gives mi hope..

today's my off day! haha so decided to slack and rot at home since noone's free to accompany mi out..
yepps..aft 4 days of work at rob gift wrap..i can sae yesterday was the happiest day..haha..noe why? cos the supervisor is on her off day! everyone go bonggus..all the gift wrap girls n promoters are showing their teeth and smiling widely..haha..n we reali had fun! fers time we can joke arnd so happily without having to look out for "police patrol"..

all my colleagues are nice..mostly 16-17 onli..ya n we jus played arnd..sneakily pop sweets into our mouths..den act innocent n demure towards customers..haha..n tml there's dis special gala nite onli exclusively for card members..heard theres a fashion show goin on..n we might gedd a chance to close our counter early and haf a look at the runway show! haha..


well well, work isnt a badd experience after all..working for like a mth or 2 its okae..budden if its for long term basis..can reali die..its reali like no life and no weekends and no holidays..haha..aniwaes, there this promoter auntie there who's very humorous and cute..she loves to joke and play arnd wif us oso..n 2day she saed sth tt i tot was quite true n meaningful..she saed sth like now at our age, its the best-est moments whereby u've got everyting..friends, studies, family, parents' dote, youth, no worries...so happy n contented enuf tt u dun ned a guy to create sum lil probs for u..haha..n den she saed..for us..study hard now..earn loads of cash nxt time..buy a car and dress up nicely..n then u haf all ur confidence and brains boost up..alot of ppl will b after u..haha..

aniwaes, tml i'm goin to the hello kitty exhibition wif my cussie! haha i really really do hope they allow mi to take pictures..cos u noe..the entrance fee is kinda ex..u can watch 2 movies alrdy..hope i'll b like 'wow-ing' my way thru out the exhibition..haha

too bored, so decieded to do a quiz on xy's blogg


1. Single, taken or crushing?
single.

2. Are you happy with your life now?
yes, definitely!

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast? well, it depends. mayb it happens without mi knowing.

4. Have you ever been heart broken?
yes.deeply.

5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
no. i just consider myself as being unfortunate.

6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
it depends.not sure.

7. Have you talked about marriage to someone else before?
haha, yepps! wif my girlie friends! we always tok abt when we haf kids n we bring them tgt n let our friendship carry on for generations!haha!

8. Do you want children?
they are so cute!!of cos i do nxt time.

9. How many?
tt's to be decieded nxt time

10. Would you consider adoption?
tt's to b decided nxt time oso

11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings?
well, that's to be decided by him. haha. budd initiative is important.

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
well, i'm not an expert in tt..if it breaks ur heart of cos its not enjoying

13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
i dun tink so..aniwae wadds the real definition of tt?

14. Do you believe you can change someone?
i'm not really sure.

15. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
hmm..mayb in the european countries? like paris or barcelona..sumwhere really romantic..haha!

16. Do you give in easily when fighting?
haha i'm a black belt leh! of cos if i can knock tt person dwn i'll do it..if not..the best way is to kick *there* n run for ur life..

17. Do you have feelings for anyone now?
all humans have feelings..haha..budd for now, i wish i m a human..

18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
erms? i tink so..

19. Have you ever broken a heart?
unfortunately yes. n tt's y i gt a retribution back

20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what will you do?
er..i dun tink i can answer dis question..sumting of dis sort happened b4..

21. Are you missing anyone right now?
i haf noone to miss =(( unfortunately..

22. Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
those who are free n bored like mi! all's welcomed!

look at wadd happened to my foot...

wells, haven been blogging dis few days cos of work at the asia pacific food fair @ expo..haha..its a realli tiring job wif the fact that u stand n promote n sell for 12 hours a day for 5 consecutive days wif onli an hour of sitting down a day..haha..budd thank god i was lucky to work wif fun sporean boss (he loves so much to joke..haha n sumtime his jokes are like -.-''') and korean boss and colleagues which made dis five days very enjoyable and memorable..its like a 5-day camp to mi..felt sadd when the last day was coming..so..here are the pics!


we sold korean seaweed, squid and citron tea! haha all of us were supposed to wear the 'horny hairband' the korean boss gave us one the fers day lo..hahaquite interesting la..budden loads of customers live to joke about the hairband lo..den the 2nd day we were told to wear the korean traditional costume-.- its was quite weird at the beginning budd i was used to it..haha n 4 the next four days i hear ppl saying da chang jin...woo la la woo la la..den asking 'are u korean?' hahaha..n thru out the food fair we had to shout out korean greetings randomly to attract attention..ann yong hasaeo..bangap sumneeda..kamsa humneeda..haha

the last nite was reali fun cos every stall is having crazy sale to clear stocks.. so desperate to sell out as many as possible n i felt tt i was blaring out like 100words per minute to convince the customers..we all worked as a team to try to boost the sale of all the products..it reali felt like a camp..having to work in a team..

boss treated us dinner at changi village..haha n i drank korean wine! it looks like milk lo..budd it taste like red wine budd a lil better than that..haha (i noe i'm UA..shhhh..) the korean boss was like drunk aft awhile n started entertaining us wif his dance..haha n can u believe it? he is actualli rain's dancing instructor!! its true lo!! den he started imitating each of our actions that he observed during work n made us cant stop luffing...

its reali a different experience working dis time round lo..cos u reali gedd to interact wif different types of people..learn how to communicate wif them..convince them and answer their questions.one interesting ting is that i met frens and ppl whom i haven seen for ages! i met ms ho..my sec1 chinese teacher/form teacher who onli taught us for a year and left..i saw cchs ppl like justin yonghong songxi chuilan yiling and mr soh and ms cheong wif mr han and their baby!..i saw familiar faces like my pri sch ,sec sch and jc schmates..n i saw audrey's mom oso!
haha..so resting for dis 2 days n i'm off to work again at robinsons giftwrap position on friday at centrepoint..hope it will be as fun as dis one! heehee..

i need to calm myself down n relax b4 i continue wif my research..u'll noe y if u read my previous post..so here goes..

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
erm..is my pimple gone?haha

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
after i'm married

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
FLOOR.

4. Favorite planet?
mercury!since i was young..tink is bcos of sailormercury frm the sailormoon cartoon anime.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
kaixin.missed call to gif mi her number.

6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
haha my phone dun reali haf a ringtone tt's my favourite..its the mp3 tt i put in my phone.

7. What kinda shirt you have on?
hard rock cafe LONDON!

8. Describe yourself in one phrase.
pissed and angry right now

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
personal brand.(no shoes on)

10. Bright or Dark Room?
wells..i dun take darkroom processes..HAHA..so i'll go for bright room.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
kindhearted long neck giraffe..u all shld noe who he is..from my description

12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
i'll slp on MY bed. cos my room has gt 2 beds..on my bro's n the other mine.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
i was already in my dreamland where i dreamt abt rene n dunnoe who else n mi running away frm our photog lecturer who is chasing us for our work and we are trying desprately to escape. LOL!

14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?
frm clara saying she's oso not sure bout the assgmt.

15. Where is your letter box?
void deck of my block.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
er?i'm not sure..can anione tell mi tt?

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
noone till date.mayb my future husband.haha

18. Last furry thing you touched?
erm..hmms let mi think..huggy?von's dog

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
none.

20.How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
i dun take darkroom processes so i use digicam!

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
14! which is my sec 2 year

22.Your worst enemy?
tt *toot toot toot toot* i blogg abt in my previous post.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
a silhouette of girl's side view..sum earthy coloured backgrnd

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
to my mom: going out already?

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
able to fly of cos! if u noe mi u'll noe my 2nd biggest dream!haha.

26. Do you like someone?
i like my father, mother, brother, 6 girls, my clique, my frens..many more to go..hahahaha!

27. The last song you listened to?
goong's perhaps love.

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
i definitely would.she's my mom! the person who brought mi to dis world.

29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?
tt *toot toot toot toot* i blogg abt in my previous post.

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
the leg of the chair i'm sitting on.

Next 5 people to do this:
xinyan, yvonne, deniece, ber, sj, and who ever who wants to do this!



i'm still FLAMING on the top of my head!!rahhhhhhhhhh

*deep breathing*inhale all the air*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

QI SI WO LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

obviously ALOT of ppl dun undst the assgmt cos i went arnd asking..so i decided jus to email ________ on friday night asking him sum questions and to explain the assgmt again.
i sent:
"Subject: questions about assignment 2
Importance: High
hi XXX,
actually i don't really understand what we are required to do for the assignment. For part a, is it that we have to write a report on the IR that will be built on Sentosa and Marina Bay, and the views of the public? For part b, is it that we are required to create visuals that promotes the IR (like posters or brochures to advertise n attract tourist)?
hope you can clarify my doubts and reply as soon as possible.
thanks!"

okay he din reply on saturday. din reply on sunday either. so i decided to send him ANOTHER IDENTICAL email in case he din receive. okae now dis morning i decided jus to take a look at my email..not expecting ani replies budd jus to check in case. he replied. n i was so happy b4 opening the mail. budd i felt the opposite way aft i finish reading the mail in jus a few seconds.

he replied:
"Hi_____,
I have changed Part 1. Please read the blog."

tt's all u noe.
WTH LA.
DID HE EVEN MAKE AN EFFORT TO ANSWER MY QUESTIONS??
ONLI 9 WORDS WHICH CAN BE READ IN A SECOND OR LESS.
since he changed part a, okae i can accept tt he din answer my question for tt.
budd wadd about part b?
and he saed to EMAIL HIM if we have ani doubts..and all he does is to tell us to read tt !@#%%&&* blogg??
is he an obsessed blogger or wadd?
or is he jus trying to tell us he's up-to-date by keeping a BLOG?
i'm so damn pissed now la..if i knew dis wuld happen..i would haf just shaded ALL STRONGLY DISAGREE on the survey.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i can sae..my holidays starts today budd there's still assignment to complete..budd i simply refuse to start cos i dun understand wadd he wans us to do! aiyo..so confusing..aniwaes, my girl went to pull out her teeth today..haha n she's so brave she din cry..i promised tt i'll reward her for her courage..haha

i've got another job at spore expo food fair nxt friday selling _________.haha..

too bored trying to kill time i did all these:

Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With a Stuffed Animal

Either Santa got your Christmas wish many years late... Or he secretly thinks you're a bit immature!

What Will Be In Your Christmas Stocking?

santa! u mean u tink i'm in other words childish?? this cant be true..right frens? i noe u all agree wif mi..

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

heyys..i'm totally hundred n one percent innocent okaes...haha

You Are 52% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments. You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

How Happy Are You?

52 percent onli? means i hav to be happier!mus luff more hahahahahahaha..

You Should Be a Painter

You have the vision, patience, and skill to bring your unique visions to canvas. And you're even tempered enough not to cut your ear off in the process!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

plus designer in addition! haha

i was rushing rushing rushing to school and i saw nori on the bus on the way to school!! (or rather, she saw mi..haha!) so surprised! n i was happy happy!haha..in other words, she sent mi to sch!LOL

sneaked out of klass todae to go for work training.lol..seriously i tink the lectures are getting more n more boring..dun even find the link wif wadd he's toking abt..aniwaes assignment is due onli next week so i've gt sumtime to do..rahh..i'm dying for the holidays to come soon..(though its kinda like holiday now already) i wana go CHALET..n i hope i can gedd off to go..i'm so excited abt work..haha noe its gona b tiring budden still look forward to it! hahahaha..i noe i'm crazy

the pictures for boon's bday!













she had a great time and we had a great time too!!haha..cos everyone's present! and there are many more happy moments to come!

sick. flu. cough.

aniwaes...culture n expressions is goin frm ss to history to geog to national education to gp to bio to psycology day after day..i wonder wadds tml.haha..tt's wadd i feel la..budd sumhow i tink the videos he showed us are pretty interesting( u find it interesting in the fer 30 mins, budd if it goes on..erm..u noe wadd i'm gona sae)

tml's submission of 1st assignment. i haven finished yet..intending to go sch print tml n den mount n everyting..i dun even noe wadd i'm doin..haha..as in very confused..did sum kinda collage which i tink is quite messy budden dunnoe how to change..lols..

tml's a big day to sumone..she's gona b surprise surprised by wadd we are giving her..haha
okaes, tt's all for now..off to do my c&e assignment. tata.