oNcE aGaIn..2 ReSpEcT 'o3 rUlExX!!!
uNitEd wE sTand, dIvIdEd wE fALL
rP iS tHe BeSt oF aLL
wE r oNe iN a HeArT n oNe iN a mInd
uNiTed wE sTaNd wILL mAkE uS fInE !

[ fRidAe, 31 oCt o3 ]
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HAPPIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahx..can't believe manx...realli can't believe it...we WON THE ZHONG ZHENG JING SHEN JIANG!!!!!!! FIRST!!!! hahax....at fers when they announcing the 3rd n 2nd prizes..we tot we were alreadi out...3rd was modesty...cos i expected us to either 3rd or 2nd...when ly was announced...my heart er...dunnoe is sink or jump...dey announced the 2nd...which is loyalty...my heart realli realli sank lo...disappointed tt win din win..i tot either harmony or grace wuld win it...but still had a little hope...praying vv hard and was hoping to hear tt '2 respect' being announced...it realli came true...i was close to tears...too happie...realli..our hard work was worth it..it was our target for the whole year....the unity n evryting....we cheered..we roared..we screamed...it was a moment i couldn't forget and will not forget...always remaining in my memory foreva...

tHe gRaTeSt tHiNg YoU eVeR lEaRn iS jUsT tO bE iN LoVe AnD bE lOvEd iN rEtUrN

~[ tHuRsDaE, 29 oCt 03 ]
ahh...finally..come to todae ler..hahx..typed so much in one go...oso believed tt u ppl read till gong gong ler..hhax...aniwae..couldn't wake up dis morn...was vv tired lo..i was vv vv vv deep in my dreams when xl came in and b our alarm =x..hahx...den i was like suddenly jump up to present...open my eyes...my head still gong gong...actualli planned to go sch at 6.15 but den u all noe lo..hahx..we pigs lai de mar...i 'skooted' all the we to sch..hahx on the skate scotter larx...was fun...it was a long time since i last skooted...but i was in the lead..scooter faster den walking ma..go into sch alreadi 7.35 ler... we r still like in our sleeping clothes-tshirt n track pants..lol...den evry1 look at mi when i scooted in..hahx...
zhong zheng bian bian bian was overall fun lo...i mean not as in the activity..wad i mean is the process whereby it brings our klass realli close together...building up our relationships..its nvr like dis b4..we cooperated to gt tt mega tv into the audi...it was difficult as the tv was realli huge lox..hahx...treasured tt time..but time realli flies lo...at one moment we were still rehearsing..nxt moment we were performing on stage ler..i tink we did not succeed in letting the audience noe wad we were doin...okae..btw..for those who still do nt noe..actualli the scooter is a generator for electricity...so the faster it goes..the faster the tv programme will show...tt's y u c sumtimes fast sumtimes slow...as expected...we din win lo..hahx..but wasn't realli sad..cos its the process tt matters mar..not the results...its the fun of doin it..evryone had fun..and tt memory will stae in us foreva..hehex..another great ting to show our nvr fall spirit is..we were still in the mood of cleaning up the hall aft evryone left..hahx..good ritex..tearing up out tv screen 2gather n sweeping the stage...i luv tt!! hahx...2 rEsPecT rOX!!!

hOLLaNd V !!! wAnWaN`dA jIE rOx!!

~[ wEdNesDaE, 29 oCt 03 ]
continue...hahx..kkaex...aft sch directly started our work...making the props...the signs n the sparks...painting n cuting n pasting...evryone was doin their part...hahx..the sight at which all of us were buzy doin the work distributed to them was nice...actualli wana tie the lashings of the poles...cos there was no scout around to help...but din haf da confident as i was afraid tt evryting wuld toppled if i tie it.. hahx..which means tt i tie nt as tight lo..luckie aloy came by and helped...
here comes the fun part...hahx...(it was quite fun though..) the painting of the wire when jun hao n aaron 'slapped' black paint on my face n neck...hahx..lolx..i was making nori dirty lo...den din notice them...at fers i knew sth was wrong..but was playing wif norik den 4got all bout it..hehex...lol..my face was all black...den went to washed...come out liaox crystal attacked mi again on my leg...den gota wash again...hahx..actualli i wasn't realli angry..jus wana revenge...hahax...so i mixed the white glue wif the paintwater n pour the whole ting on aaron's back...hahx...but cannot fight wif him lo...jun hap helped him...dey filled another pail of water n chased mi round...luckie i was smart..ah..hahx...;p i pushed away the pail n the water spilled...jin juan oso kana attacked by the two of them..so the gals decided to help us get back to aaron again..hehex..he changed into a new piece of shirt ler...den jinjuan had the idea of taking a cup of water..letting every split inside...hahx...fun rite..but was far too unhygenic...so in the end used red paint water...hahx...he was speechless..hhax..evryone was laughing n cheering lox...yeah!!! hehex....jun hao was luckie lo...din get aniting...
hahx..later at 7..watched holland v in a sec 1 klass...4th level above us...tt klass was pro lo..even brought play station to connect to the tv...later on continue wif work..tieing n setting up..blahblah...dis time alot more ppl stayed to helped...even the three...felix, darren n zixuan..hahax..qi ji horx...did evryting till bout 11 sth liddat...den went bathe...hahx...ppl readin here...guess where we went to bath? not in the lake of cos...hahaz...in the boy's toliet...=x..shhh....cos the main water pipe was there mar...den the water will b bigger...went to linger's hse to slp...all squeezed onto 1 mattress....no..can sae is 5 squeeze...hahx..was realli cold at nite lo...evryone was real tired as it was a long..not long after i lied down..i drifted off into my dreamland...

.+ hUgXx +.+ fReNs fOrEvEr +.

[tUeSdAe, 28 oCt 03 + wEdNesDaE, 29 oCt 03
+ tHuRsDaE, 29 oCt 03]

hello ppl! nvr update my blog for 2 daes ler...cos of tt bian bian bian tingy...was tired late n tired when i returned home on tuesdae...mm..now..let mi recall n split evryting i wana sae for the last few daes...

~[ tUeSdAe, 28 oCt 03 ]
lets start wif tuesdae...almost forgot wad i did..hahx...went to marine parade to collect paper cardboards for our bian x3 tingy..hahx..it was fun n erm.. abit...like aunties..hehex...zou sheng, guo hong, baboon, evon n mi went round asking
the shop owners for unwanted cardboard...collected quite a lot especially from popular n ntuc..den we were like arranging them so tt we can carry it back to sch..hahx..felt like as if those old granny..hehex...ppl were like looking at us 'funnily'..hahx...we collected so much tt gota go take a cab bk to sch...but oso bot lotsa cup noodles n lays for dinner..hehex.. so shuang.. all using class fund..=p nori sae can gif each person $2 to buy food..onli those staying bk to help larx...hahx...
after tt we began making our mega tv..cutting n connecting all the cardboard together...the process of painting was realli fun..using the black paint and the leftover calligraphy ink...the pieces were laid on the road..den the guys n gals all sat along it and together paint it..hahax..i like tt..noex..tt kinda united feeling...evryone helped so we could finish it faster...dinner was cup noodles as mentioned...we all went to the audi together to collect hot water...evryone noex..as in those who were eating..we all went together...hahax...joined all the tables 2gather in klass...which forms like a big reunoin table and we sat there eating like a big family together..it was nan de noex...lied down on the lakeside to look at the stars...it was realli nice n romantic..hehex...seeing the stars in the dark blue sky...the view was erm..i dunnoe how to describe..hehex...returned home quite late at bout 11 sth ler...
mm..aft reading so much..gif ur eyes a break..hehex..

Hihix...wah..2dae so tired...after karate...doze off in the bus on my wae home...luckie nvr miss the stop..hahx...sooooooooooooo happie 2dae…finally..waited so so long...longing for so so so long...I got my RED BELT!!! PURE RED BELT!! Hahz..not maroon animore..not the short one ani more..is the one tt I’ve always wanted...hahx..cos sen-seh saw my belt den asked mi to go get another longer one from him...hehex..thanx sen-s3h!!! my partner was sean (bernard) hahx...first time to so call ‘fight’ or rather...partner with a boy...quite fun actually...hahx..den’ll use full force mar..cos for a boy..noned to care if u hurt him =x...budden block till my arm so pain...he block so hard..hit my arm bone there...oh yar...oso gota sell guides cookie again...hey ppl out there...if interested in buying tell mi kaex? Cost $10 per tin...white choco flavour..vv nice de...mus help mi buy horx...aiyz...lata still gota discuss wif xiaowei tt zhong zheng bian bian bian tingy..the props...haix..dis whole ting is so lame...tt teacher so boliao nth to do arh...call us do this tingy...okae lar...we do..but nvr gif us money to buy props n tings liddat..how can we put up sth good? U agree?

[ MoNdAe, oCt 27 ]

aiyooooooo.......dis blog is driving mi crazy manz...put tagboard..den the bear disappear...put bear..the tagboard cannot appear...all experts out there...help mi pls...
dunnoe y yesterdae evryting disappear..2dae gota yan jiu alot...gota continue working on it..btw..thanx wF korkor, ken n von..for ur support!i'll jia you de ^-^

[Sunday,Oct 26]

A*Teens-Around the corner of your eye

I'll be waiting just around the corner of your eye
If you knew how many nights, I've been sitting by your bed
Running fingers through your hair while you're asleep
Every time I call your name or softly whisper in your ear
You turn around to look for me and no one's there
(Where ever you are, where ever you go) I'll be around
(I'll be around just want you to know) just want you to know
If you're lost without me wondering where I might be
I'll be waiting just around the corner of your eye
Like an angel watching meet me when you're dreaming
I'll be waiting just around the corner of your eye
I could be your pot of gold, everything you're wishing for
But do you really want to find the rainbows end
Let me know and I'll come true, I will give my all to you
But don't let anybody take your dream away

There's a song playing in every heart beating
In a key that unlocks every door
There's a time for knowing what's behind the curtain
And it's all you're wishing for
If you're lost without me wondering where I might be
I'll be waiting just around the corner of your eye
If you're lost without me wondering where I might be
I'll be waiting just around the corner of your eye

nIcE iSn'T iT? ^-^

hahx...2dae's outdoor cooking was nice..hehex..the 'funnest' of all the outdoor coking since sec 1...mayb cos the food was realli nice =p hehex...we went collecting dried leaves n twigs early in the morning so as to prepare for outdoor cooking...melted the chocolate and then later on dip fruits in it! hehex..was real nice..especially the banana..dipped in the thick hot chocolate...wow..when put in the mouth..was like full of chocolate...* saliva drips right now* hehex...it was marvellous! heeheex...plus the effort added in starting the fire and all those...woah...the sweetness cannot be described..^-^ hehex...
dad drove mi home cos gota clear all my books from the locker...den he drow past dis house...planted wif sunflower around it..realli nice sight..the sunflowers were beautiful..hahx..nxt time got chance i bring u all there! feel like plucking one...hahax..but of cos.cannot lo....

now at home oso nth much to do..not much ppl online..tink all gone for graduation ler ba...hehex..oh ya...tok bout graduation..we oso dedicated songs for our ex-mdm...guess dey will b happie when dey hear the dedication..hahx..will dey? doin my blog..exploring the template..but still dunnoe wads wrong wif the heading..heyhey...more pro n experienced ppl out there....if u noe how i can solve my prob..teach mi kaex? thanx alot ^_^

[SaTuRdAe, oct 25 ]

iF a gIrL eVeR cRieS fOR u...

http://www.geocities.com/kkkong.rm/sentimental/Flash-Sentimental-IfAGirlCryForU.htm

[wHy loVe wHen LoVe hUrTs...wHy lOvE wHeN lOvE eNdS..]

A POEM OF FRIENDSHIP

A friend is someone to behold,

to laugh with and chat with, when warm or cold,

someone to comfort you when you're blue,

to talk about the old and new.

One has many acquaintances in life,

but when there is sorrow or strife,

a friend is someone who will understand,

to lend an ear or a helping hand.

It matters not where you are,

whether you are near or far,

around the world or across the street,

a friend is someone we like to meet.

So when life's little troubles get you down,

try to smile, do not frown,

turn on the computer, or pick up the phone,

with friends, you are never alone.

2 rEsPeCt '03 rOx eva!!! bE dIfFeReNt aLwAys...
uNitEd wE sTaNd, dIvIdEd wE fALL...
rP iS tHe bEsT oF aLL.
wE r oNe iN a hEaRt n oNe iN a mInD...
uNitEd wE sTaNd wiLL mAke uS fInE =p

happie deepavali!!!hehex...2dae is public holidae...u ppl mus b slping till vv late horx..aiyz..mi wana slp more..den my mum started yelling for mi 2get up at bout 10 liddat..dun understand her lehx...wake up so early for wad? its holidae mar..nan de you ji hui slp so late..wake up oso nth to do..no choice lo..
watched g-music prize presentation on channel u while eating breakfast..hahx..lotsa bands n singers..wow..energy is real good at their dance..vv pei fu them...so pro...saw zaizai oso! long time nvr see him ler..hehex..got tt kinda cute n quite look...sun yanzi won 2 prizes n jay won 3!! he won tt big big prize lehx..-a car...hahx..can c tt he's vv happie..cos he saed "xi wang yi huo you kong dai ni men chu lai wan!" then the fans were all screaming...
made custard puffs in the afternoon wif my mum...hahx..the fillings were weird..not the usual custard..but yam paste..n potato wif bacon! hahaz..sounds weird rightx..taste a lil weird too..my mums creation..hahx..but its innovative ritex! hahx..
went to changi beach in the evening to watch sunset wif family...hahx..though the sun was covered by the clouds...but still managed to see the colours of the clouds..vv nice..standing there on the beach wif my bear foot n the sea breeze blowing into my face..it was realli nice..lookin st the sea..had a kinda special feeling..dinnoe wad it was..vv relaxed...mayb..i've fallen in luv wif da sea n beach?lolx...hahx...

hehez...so happie..thanx jialin!!! realli thanx...i succedded in putting up the pics n the background music..hahx..realli vv happie..but still gota solve the heading probs...hehex..lolx..ken..we gals r easily fascinated by the tings we do lox..hahx..got kinda man zhu gan(satisfaction)mar...hahx...wF korkor..u still owe mi ur pic..mus come online kaex..miss ya noex..hehex..

tAkEn fRoM funtown.com

hey ppl! hahaz...was vv happie 2dae..hehex...cos aft sch ah jia,ah zhi, weiwei n cher went to mi hse! hahaz...to plae larx of cos..hahx..ordered pizza hut delivery-large hawaiian pizza n spicy drumlets...all my favourite!!hahx..of cos loz..i order one marx..so long nvr eat pizza ler..so the first taste of it was..so..so...fantastic! haha..tt's the onli word i can use to describe..as u noe lo..my eL not so good mar...we divided equally, each person pay 6 dollars...so total is 30 dollars...played monopoly too...hahx..dunnoe din touch tt game for how mani yrs ler...last time plae was...erm..cannot remember ler...it was fun...plaeing monopoly using ur own rules..hahz..which if the nxt person roll the dice b4 the owner of the property realise tt sum1 has to pay up...den tt sum1 wun haf to pay up! hahz..(u may not noe wad i'm toking bout..but..nvm)...like tt can sarbotage ppl..hehex...ah zhi was the victim..always kana sarbo by weiwei...but, noe wad? though she onli bot like 3 or 4 property, n always dun get the pay by ppl...she's got the most amount of money, 2 thousand sth...den the winner goto eat our last piece of pizza n garlic bread...
tired of playing ler..we few gals sat down n chat bout our 'future' hahx...our 'bright future' (ah zhi,ah jia, cher n weiwei..hahz..wana sae here lehx..but cannot..if not lata kana scolding..hehez..)..blah blah...den we tot of the idea of calling xiaovon, but she was slping...as expected larx...den call peu n mingfeng..both oso not at home...i remember tt time korkor n papa did a prank call on mi..hahax...so i told them bout it..n we realli wana prank call sum1..was tinking for a vv vv vv long time who to call...den tot of the idea calling ah jia's orh(black) stamford raffles..hahz...wana hear da reaction..budden didi call..so as well trick him fers...cher n ah jia were jamila n muthu..hahz..my neighbours..tsk tsk..so damn funi..the tone tt dey were saying..slang here slang there...laugh till my jaws wana drop ler..so u can imagine..budden wana put down fone call stamford raffles mar..den..u noe lar..mi didi is famous for not putting down the fone...jus alone to say bye can take hours n hours..hahx..but for mi of cos i got ban fa lo...mi mar..hahz..budden raffles din pick up the fone..aiyz..such a disappoinment...

in sch 2dae attended tt manners tingy workshop of sth...lolx..tt person..mr singapore n nus manhunt?! ahem...dotx...tok so much oso showing off himself...in the end wad did we learn? how to chake hands...tuck in shirt ...n tt.."hello, good morning.my name is coach luke.how may i address u?" "hello, good morning.my name is jane.may i help u" tingy...lolx...it was lame..not wad i actualli expected..tot was goin to learn table manners n tings liddat..like how u hafta place ur cutlery after ur meal or sth...
in klass..we took hours to "examine" n "compare" our klass photos of last year n dis yr...woah..it was a great big difference...everyone was so child looking n small...now all become yan dao n mei nu liaox..;p hehex...esp huiling..she changed alot..became so pretty...n my didi,xuanxuan osi..hahx...he used to look so much like a kinder garden kid..a baby...so cute!!!hahx..
lolx...hehex..my didi...as in real one larx..serve mi lehx..hehex..nan de to c dis horx..hahx..he make a milk shake for mi...=p wanted to end 2dae's post..but evrytime din noe how to end it...like jus stop all of a sudden..like dis..

tHeY aRe boTh cOnviNcEd,
tHaT a sUdDeN sUrGe oF eMoTiOnS BoUnD tHeM tOgEtHeR.
bEaUtifUl iS sUcH A cErTaIntY
bUt uNcErtAinty iS mOrE bEaUtiFuL...

-Wislawa Szymborska
Love At First Sight
　«« tUrN LeFttUrN rIgHt »»

If I Knew

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

2dae was awful..real awful...totally awful...got back my art paper..haix..was so damn sarky...din expect it noex..tot it was suppose to pull all my grades up..but i onli got 71!!my heart was like sinking n sinking n sinking...was close to tears...but i held it back real hard...can't believe it...budden gota face up to the fact loz..but haiz..still wasn't vv happie bout it..feeling so damn sian the whole dae...
nxt was history lo..quite okae lar..xiaohui din get quite a good grade...she was sad n disappointed too..i tink so...tried consoling her..but she wouldn't speak a word..feel so helpless n useless...can't even console my closest fren...haiz..i din feel good when she din feel good too...but wad to do? i haf no idea at all loz..onli to ask yanyan to console her...at tt moment, the tears were alreadi in my eyes..i held it back, looking at the lights to calm myself down...after tt during lit n geog i din realli feel good...was staring into the air all the time..my mind was blank..totally blank...and i was tired...
everyting was better during the free period...was doodling away wif weiwei..quite fun though...den plaed bingo...not so sian ler n was quite relaxed...aft tt roadshow tingy played monkey with basketball...was vv happy playing wif all my frens...and i realli treasure the times we were playing together...i can sae..mayb..being wif all my frens in sec sch was the happiest moments...

HeY jIa LiN...ReAlLi ThAnX a LoT..i oWe U aLoT mAnXx...hEeX..tO pPl Ut tHeRe..hAhAx..u mAy nOt nOe..JiALiN hElPed mI aLot..CrEaTiNG dIs BLoG n EvRyTiNg...mMz...2dAe wEnT CuT mI hAiR..wAs qUiTe oKaE lAr..bUt vV dIfFiCuLt tO tIe cOs oF thE lAyErS...GoTta PuT lOtSa CliPs...dUnNo y dIs fEw dAeS sO SlEePy...MoThEr Go nAgGiNg AgaIn...dOtx...wHeN wiLL sHe eVa sTop?? Oh My GoD...b4 eXaMs oSo lIdDat..aFt eXaMs oSo lIdDat..gIf mI a BrEaK pLs...haIx...sAe i Go HoMe dEn oN rAdIo, uSe cOm...BlAh..tt'S oUr LifE mArX..dUn u aGreE?? if nOt wAd tO do? gO hOmE sIt aT tHe dEsK sTuDy mEhXx?? aH...dRoP iT..dUN tOk bOuT it...mM..nOw liSteNiNg to JoLiN'S sHoU aI nI...oN yEs 93.3...tOt oF tT pOp tIme wHeN wE wErE lEaRnInG 72 BiAn..heEx..wAs fUn...LolX...KeN jUs nOw sHoWed mI a WeBbIe...sO lAmE...haHaX..aIyA..wF kOrKoR...dUN b sO sAd laR kaEx..dUN zI bEi mArx..u StIlL hAfTa LivE oN lIfE mAr..so As wElL lIvE oN hApPiLy N wOrk hARdEr...i wIll zHI cHI u..dEfInaTelY..n aLwAyS..kKaE? sMiLe lARx..iF nOt vV fAsT oLd dE...=x heheX..wAh..2Dae i DrEw oUr KlaSs hApPiE fAmiLy 4..ErM..4 pPl..hHAhX..drAw tIlL vV sHuAnG...=p...fOr jI nIaN maRx...gOnA bE sEpAraTed iNtO dIfFeReNt kLaSseS lE...sHe bU dE leHx...hOw i WisH wE caN aLL bE iN tHe sAme kLaSs nXt yR...wU maY mEi 2Dae vV nIce..hHAx..tOK boUt oUr KlaSs..cHat wIf Us lIke fReNs lIdDat...hEeX...dEN sHe tOT oF AsKinG the KlaSs bOUt wHich gAl caN b cHaIrmAn..dEN sHe AsK thE kLaSs bOUt mi ...oH pLs lorX..pPl lIke mi caN b cHaiRmaN...doTx...deN jUn hAo n AaRoN sAe i vV cHIldIsh...i vV cHIldIsh mEhx? haHx..bUt lOoK oN tHe bRigHt sIde...mEaNs i'm sTiLL a ChiLd..nOt sO oLd yEt..lIke sUm pPl...hHAhz..n sTiLL caN cElEbRAte cHiLdReN's dAe..hEheeX..dEn cAN gEt lOtsA pResSie!!=p hAHha..kKaEx..sAe sO mUch lE..goTa sTop...tAke cARe pPl!=)

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